Chapter 1

Mom and Aunt Denise Taylor fell off the balcony in the midst of their heated argument.

Dad rushed in just as they hit the ground, each with a broken arm. Without hesitation, he left Mom behind and hurriedly took Denise to the hospital instead.

Later, Mom filed for divorce.

Dad's face twisted in anger as he yelled, "Enough, Nicole! So what if you broke an arm and can't hold a scalpel anymore? What's the big deal? Dee is a genius designer. If she had lost her hand, her life would've been over! Of course, I had to save her first!"

Watching all this in my ghostly state, I couldn't help but laugh. Did Dad really think that Mom had only lost the use of her hand?

Mom didn't just lose her hand.

She lost me.

After all, I had severe heart failure, and the only person who could perform the life-saving surgery was Mom, the medical master herself.

But none of that matters now, because I'm already gone.

Chapter 1

Three months after I died, Mom sent evidence of Denise Taylor's plagiarism to her fashion design company—proof that she had copied a renowned designer's work.

It didn't take long for Denise to be labeled a disgraced designer and fired from the company.

That evening, Dad went home with his face twisted in fury.

The moment he opened the door, he hurled my favorite piggy bank against the floor, shattering it into a thousand pieces.

"Nicole," he snarled, pointing a finger at Mom, "you will go to Denise's company right now and tell her boss that the evidence you sent was fake. Do you even realize what you've done? Because of your nonsense, Denise lost the job she worked ten years!"

Mom, gaunt and pale as she sat on the couch, barely moved. But when the piggy bank broke, something inside her snapped.

She leaped from the couch and dropped to the floor, frantically gathering the shards of ceramic with trembling hands.

Her fingers were cut by the sharp fragments piercing her palms. Blood dripped from her clenched fists, but she didn't stop.

And yet, Dad didn't even move. He had no concern for the woman writhing in pain on the floor. Not a single flicker of sympathy crossed his face.

Instead, he crossed his arms, exasperation seeping through his voice.

"Crying again? All you do is cry. Ever since three months ago, every time I come home, you're wailing.

"When are you going to stop this nonsense? You were the one who went to provoke Denise that day. She couldn't take it, so she pushed you. Yeah, I know you broke your hand and you can't perform surgeries anymore. But there are thousands of doctors out there. You're not that special. So what if you can't be a doctor anymore?"

He took a deep breath and said coldly, "I'm done talking. I'll give you one day—go to Denise's company and clear this up. If you don't, I'll make sure Mary doesn't get into that prestigious elementary school."

Then he stormed out and slammed the door so hard that the walls shook.

As I watched him leave, tears of blood streamed down my ghostly face.

Chapter 2

Denise was Mom's foster sister.

Two years ago, after Grandma fell ill, Mom—soft-hearted as always—took Dad and me to visit her.

From that day forward, Denise latched onto Dad and refused to let go.

She didn't stop at manipulating Mom with Grandma's illness to force her way into our home.

Once she moved in, she began accusing Mom of hitting and abusing her, creating a rift between my parents. They fought constantly.

And just a year ago, she took things further—using her depression as a weapon to steal Dad away entirely.

Even when my heart condition worsened and I was hospitalized, Dad didn't come to see me. Mom would tell me he was busy with work, that he had important things to handle.

But I knew better.

He was with Denise, taking care of her. After all, Denise had depression—she was so fragile, so prone to suicide attempts, that she was considered more delicate than me, his daughter born with congenital heart disease.

That injustice gnawed at me.

So when Mom broke the news that my heart condition had become critical—that without surgery, I would die—I lost control.

I screamed, throwing tantrums, telling her I wouldn't go through with the operation unless Dad came to be with me.

I shouted at her, blaming her for everything. I even said she was the reason I lost Dad too.

Mom, worn down by my outbursts, finally promised to bring Dad back to be by my side for the surgery. What I didn't expect was how she would do it.

She begged. She knelt in front of Denise, pleading, saying she was wrong, begging her to give Dad back to me.

I didn't mean to witness it—I was hiding in the backseat of her car. I had snuck out of the hospital just for fun.

But when I saw Mom there, on her knees, bowing her head to that horrible homewrecker, crying and pleading, I regretted everything in an instant.

Mom hated Denise with every fiber of her being.

She hated Denise for stealing our grandparents' love, for blackmailing them into locking her away, nearly costing her the chance to take her college entrance exams.

She hated Denise for taking Dad from us.

I had known what it meant to feel heartache ever since I was little. But that day, seeing Mom bow before Denise, begging her with such humility—that was the moment I truly understood what real heartache was.

Tears blurred my vision as I struggled to open the car door and stumbled out. I wanted to take Mom away, far from this nightmare.

I wanted to tell her that I didn't need Dad anymore, that I didn't need him to be there for my surgery. We could survive without him.

I hadn't made it more than a few steps when I saw it—Denise, standing on the balcony not far ahead, had already knocked Mom to the ground.

My heart pounded as I watched, helpless. Denise's stiletto heel dug into Mom's face, grinding down with vicious cruelty.

"Nicole," Denise sneered. "You really think your heart-diseased daughter is worthy of Ethan coming back to see her? Let her die! I'm telling you, I'm not just going to steal your parents and your husband, I'll make sure your daughter dies a miserable death too."

Each one of her words was more hateful than the last. "Don't think being a doctor makes you untouchable. You'll always be nothing more than my slave."

Mom snapped. Right then and there, something inside her broke. She struggled to her feet, wild with rage, lunging at Denise.

"Denise, if you dare lay a hand on my daughter, I'll kill you!"

The words tore from Mom's throat as she slapped Denise across the face, hard. They were locked in a vicious fight, Mom clawing at Denise's hair, her screams filled with fury and agony.

Desperation flooded my veins, and I forgot all about Mom's warnings not to run.

I had to help Mom.

But before I could reach them, they both tumbled over the edge of the balcony, rolling as they fell, crashing onto the ground below.

When I saw Mom lying there, blood everywhere, completely still, my heart seized in my chest, and a violent spasm ripped through me. Pain shot through my body, nearly paralyzing me.

But just when everything seemed lost, Dad appeared.

He charged toward them like a wild beast, and for a brief moment, I thought he had come to save Mom. I thought he was there to help her, to pull her back from the brink of death.

But when he reached the bottom of the stairs, he didn't even glance at Mom. Not once.

Instead, he hurried to Denise's side, frantically lifting her into his arms.

"Dee, are you okay? I'll take you to the hospital. I'm taking you right now." he said urgently.

Then, he carried her away, rushing toward the garage, leaving Mom behind—broken and bleeding on the ground.

Pain, grief, and despair clawed at my chest all at once, fierce and unrelenting. Especially when I saw Dad carrying Denise past me.

He didn't even notice me, curled up on the ground, too weak to make a sound, tears streaming down my face as I lay there.

The ache in my chest exploded into something unbearable, a sharp twist of agony that made my whole body seize and convulse.

Through my blurry, tear-filled vision, I could just make out Mom, lying in a pool of her own blood not far away.

I wanted to scream, but the only sound that escaped me was a choking sob, my body shaking uncontrollably with the effort.

When I opened my eyes again, everything had changed.

I wasn't in my body anymore. I was floating, watching from above as Mom sat frozen beside my lifeless body, her face pale, her eyes wide with shock.

The doctor stood next to her, his expression heavy with sorrow.

"Dr. Richie, I'm so sorry," the doctor said softly. "If your hand hadn't been injured, there might have been a chance to save Mary. But... this was her fate."

The words barely left his lips before Mom's cries tore through the room, raw and piercing, as if her very soul was being ripped apart. She clung to my clothes and wept, "Mary, I'm sorry! It's all my fault! I killed you!"

Her sobs echoed in my ears, breaking my heart over and over again. I rushed toward her, wanting to wrap my arms around her and tell her it wasn't true, that I didn't blame her.

"Mom, it's not your fault. I should've known Dad didn't love me. It was my stubbornness that cost me my life. It was my fault, not yours. Please don't cry, Mom. Please."

But my words never reached her. Just like when I was alive, I couldn't comfort her. I couldn't now either.

After Dad left, Mom stumbled toward the kitchen. She picked up a fruit knife with hands that were too steady, too practiced. Without hesitation, she plunged the blade into her thigh, the tip slicing through flesh with a sharp, precise motion.

Blood welled up, dark and vibrant, spilling from the wound and dripping to the floor, one drop at a time.

I watched, horrified, as she stood there, blood trickling down her leg, staining the ground beneath her. My whole body shook with sobs.

This was the thirty-ninth time since my death that she had taken that knife and stabbed herself in the thigh.

Chapter 3

Mom fainted from blood loss.

Normally, whenever she passed out, she'd wake up in half an hour, but this time, she was out cold the entire day.

Panic gripped me. I was terrified something had gone horribly wrong. Desperate, I tried using Mom's phone to dial 911 for help, but no matter how hard I tried, my hand passed right through it.

I glanced at Mom's pale, lifeless face, and the pain in my chest surged so violently that, before I knew it, my soul had been drawn to where Dad was. I didn't know how it happened, but suddenly I was there, next to him.

Under the dim, flickering light, Dad was gently helping Denise toward the bed.

"Your headaches seem to be getting worse again," he said gently, "I'll take you to the hospital tomorrow."

Denise stumbled, collapsing into his arms with a fragile, helpless sigh.

"I'll be fine," she murmured. "It's just… thinking about how much my sister hates me, it hurts so much."

"I really don't understand," she continued, "what do I have to do for her to forgive me? Even when we were kids, I let her have everything. Even when she bullied me so badly that I ended up with depression, I never once resented her."

Her sobs grew louder, echoing off the walls, as she buried her face deeper into Dad's chest.

"But she went too far this time," Denise said, her voice breaking. "Ruining my career, my dreams... How could she do that?"

Dad wrapped his arms tightly around her, fury rising in his eyes.

"Don't worry," he said fiercely. "I'll make sure you get justice, no matter what. I've already threatened her with Mary's academic future. She treats Mary like her whole world. She'll cave, for sure."

Thinking of my mother lying pale and lifeless on the cold floor, a surge of intense anger stabbed into my heart.

Justice? Dad wanted to help Denise get justice? What about me? What about Mom? Where was our justice?

My body trembled with uncontrollable fury as I stood there, watching.

Denise wiped away the tears on her cheeks and, in a pitiful voice, said, "Ethan, I know how much you care about me. So, can I ask you a favor? Can you send this information to the hospital? It's evidence of Nicole accepting bribes for surgeries."

Her voice quivered as she continued, "I know it's cruel of me to seek revenge, but I just can't bear the years of bullying from Nicole anymore. If I don't fight back now, who knows what she'll do to me in the future?"

She pulled another document from the drawer—a medical report.

"The doctor says my depression has worsened. If I continue to live under this constant pressure, always feeling persecuted, I might end up committing suicide."

Her voice cracked, and she collapsed into Dad's arms again, sobbing uncontrollably. "Ethan, I don't want to die, but I can't control myself anymore. Please, I'm begging you, let me die once to get my revenge, okay?"

I watched the scene unfold, my eyes widening in disbelief. Mom had only a few things left that mattered to her in this world—Dad, me, and her work as a doctor, saving lives.

Denise had already taken Dad from her, taken me from her. And now, she wanted to strip away the last shred of hope Mom had. What a wicked woman!

The realization crashed into me, and the fury that surged through my soul was like a tidal wave. I couldn't hold it back any longer. I lunged at Denise, wild with rage, clawing at her face, shoving her with all the strength I had left.

"You wicked woman! Stay away from my mom! I won't let you hurt her!" I screamed.

"You evil, wicked woman! How could you be so cruel?"

But no matter how hard I tried, no matter how violently I pushed and scratched, my hands went right through her. All I could do was watch helplessly as Dad, full of concern, held her close, comforting her like she was the victim.

And then, under Denise's manipulative urging, I saw Dad send the photos and videos of Mom accepting bribes to the hospital where she worked.

Chapter 4

Maybe it was the overwhelming hatred I felt for Dad that made me snap back to Mom's side the very next second.

When I saw her, still lying cold and lifeless on the ground after an entire night, the tears came rushing down all at once.

I collapsed over her body, my sobs wracked with frustration and grief.

"Mom, please wake up," I cried. "Dad's so awful! He's trying to report you for taking bribes during surgery. He's trying to get you banned from being a doctor!

"You didn't even take the money, you gave it back to the patient! But Dad believes Denise, and he didn't even bother to check!

"Mom, please! Please don't die. I don't want to be dead anymore, especially with a Dad like that."

I didn't know if my sadness was affecting her, but through my tear-filled eyes, I thought I saw her fingers twitch. My heart leaped with hope, and for a brief, shining moment, I thought she might wake up.

But before I could scream out in joy, the sharp trill of the phone pierced the air.

My whole body jolted when I saw the name flashing on the screen: "Medical Office."

My heart sank. It had to be the hospital, calling to inform Mom that she was being suspended from work.

I didn't even want to imagine what would happen if Mom lost her dream of being a doctor. How could she continue to live without it?

Tears streamed down my face again. I didn't know if it was my crying or the sound of the ringing phone, but suddenly, Mom's lashes fluttered, and her eyes slowly opened.

A rush of joy filled me, but it was short-lived. Before I could react, I watched her reach for the phone.

Panic seized me, and I threw myself forward instinctively. "Mom, don't answer it! Don't!" I screamed, my voice raw and desperate.

But as soon as my hand brushed hers, it passed right through.

I was so frantic, I could barely breathe. She had just woken up—if she found out she was being suspended, who knew what she'd do in her fragile state?

Yet no matter how hard I tried, no matter how much I screamed or cried, she picked up the phone anyway.

Just as I had feared, the phone call lasted barely thirty seconds, but it was enough to completely crush Mom.

Already weak, her body collapsed to the floor, trembling as her eyes locked onto my photo. She sobbed so violently that her entire frame shook, her despair palpable.

"Mary, why is your father so cruel?" she wept, her voice breaking. "Does he not love either of us at all?" Her words were raw with pain. "Will he only be satisfied if he walks over my dead body to clear a path for himself and Denise?"

She curled up on the cold floor, her body folding in on itself, and let out deep, heart-wrenching cries.

Seeing her like that, I threw myself onto her back, my own sobs mingling with hers.

Mom loved Dad—she loved him so much.

Ever since I was born, the stories I'd heard the most were about their love. Mom always told me how she met Dad when she went to the countryside to do volunteer work. He was a volunteer teacher; she was a volunteer doctor.

She had gone there to heal others, but instead, it was Dad who healed her—he cured the deep wounds left behind by her parents' neglect, the pain that had haunted her for years. He helped her shed her crippling shyness, her inability to speak up for herself.

To her, Dad was a beacon of light, illuminating her life again and again.

But then he met Denise, and that light turned into a wildfire, one that scorched and scarred Mom beyond recognition.

The weight of that realization was too much to bear. I clung to Mom tightly, wrapping my arms around her, desperate to ease her suffering.

"Mom, don't cry," I pleaded. "We don't need Dad. We don't need him anymore. If he wants to be awful and rotten, we'll just leave him be. I'm here for you, Mom. I'll always be here with you."

But no matter how much I tried to comfort her, no matter how tightly I clung to her, Mom's cries only grew louder, her body curling up even tighter in the void of my embrace.

Chapter 5

Dad came home at 9 p.m., and of course, Denise was with him.

The sight of Mom lying on the floor, her face pale and lifeless, only caused him to frown slightly as he said, "Now you know what pain feels like, huh? Do you even remember when you sent those fake documents to Denise's company, accusing her of plagiarizing a famous designer? You got her fired. Do you know how much that hurt her?"

"Did you know Denise's depression worsened because of you? She almost jumped off a building!"

His tone turned condescending. "So what if you've been suspended? It's no big deal. Maybe it's even better that you're not a doctor anymore. Now you'll have time to stay home and take care of Mary. You were always too busy with your job and never cared for her properly. If she weren't so mature, she would have abandoned a mother like you long ago."

Hearing Dad use me to torment Mom, my anger exploded. Hatred surged through me, overwhelming every thought. I couldn't take it anymore.

I rushed at him, furious, shouting, "Get out! Get out of our house! I don't want a father like you! You can't keep hurting Mom! I won't let you!"

I tried to push him, claw at his face, but it was useless. No matter how hard I fought, he didn't feel a thing.

He looked at Mom's increasingly pale face with disdain, and then, with a sneer, he said, "Alright, stop crying. Here's what you need to do: apologize to Denise, go with us to her company, and tell them you Photoshopped those images to frame her. Do that, and I'll forgive you. We can go back to living like we used to."

He continued, "You're just too selfish, always making a fuss over nothing. I'm trying to help you. You need to learn how to be a better person."

Before his words could fully settle, Denise chimed in.

"Ethan, don't say that about Nicole. She's just used to being treated like a princess. After all, with her degree and her job as a doctor, she probably thinks the whole world should worship her."

Denise's voice took on a cruel edge. "But she doesn't understand—people as wicked as she is always meet the worst ends."

Their words were like daggers, cutting deeper into Mom's fragile heart. I was terrified, afraid she might break under the pressure.

Desperate, I rushed to Mom, wrapping my arms tightly around her as she slowly rose to her feet.

"Mom, please... please calm down. Let's just ignore these two. They're garbage. They're not worth it," I begged. "Mom, I'm begging you, don't do anything reckless."

My heart raced, my desperation rising like a tide I couldn't hold back. But then, to my shock, Mom let out a bitter laugh.

Without warning, she lunged at Denise, grabbing her hair in a vicious grip. Mom's voice was like ice as she snarled, "Denise, if I'm so evil, then let's go to hell together."

Before anyone else could react, Mom pulled a syringe from her pocket and aimed the needle at Denise's neck.

"Denise, you wretched woman," Mom spat, her eyes blazing. "Mary would love nothing more than to watch you pay for your sins with your life."