Seriously? A Divorce?

I accidentally stumbled upon numerous explicit videos on my husband's computer while tidying up his desk.

The videos showed him in bed with my unmarried best friend.

The relationship between my husband and me had been platonic ever since I gave birth 40 years ago. His reason was that he was no longer capable of physical intimacy.

Now, it felt like my entire life had been a sham, despite all my efforts for my family.